Someone just posted the question: Why have I not said anything about Joe on his birthday? This is a great question. I looked on Facebook and saw all the comments about him but I just couldn’t do it. I really did not know what to say. I didn’t even...
It has been a month since Joe died and I am still struggling. The most concerning problem I am dealing with is my anger. I get angry at every little thing. Most of the time, I catch it and just try to put it away. I am lucky to...
I am going to do something really different today with this post. This post will be published but not advertised or announced. The only people that will see that are those who know of the site and visit on their own. I need to do this one for...
Since my son dies, I have been dealing from a lot of emotions. Not just from me but from those around me. Every person said that what they (and I) were going through were just a stage of grief. But when I asked for the stages, nobody seemed to...
It’s a Netflix night and we are looking for comedies. Josie found the movie, How to Lose a Guy in 10 Days. I hesitantly agreed to watch it. I guess we were not going to watch a comedy. The movie was released in 2003. It received a 42% on Rottentomatoes.com...
Last night was a rough night. It was freezing. I know you folks in the east coast don’t think that we, in California, know what freezing is and that is true. But anything under 40 degrees is cold. It was so cold, I could not sleep. I actually was...
I am a runner. If you have read any of my previous blogs, you will know that. I have been since the age of 14. Running and I have a relationship, much like a husband and wife. At first, there is that lust stage (which is a very short period...
My girlfriend, Josie, came back to her office after work. Her co-workers were discussing a rather interesting topic. They asked Josie that if I had gained a lot of weight for no real reason except I was eating too much and I had no desire to work it off...
Josie and I got into a fight. It is pretty serious though we did not break up yet (and I am not sure we are going to. There are a lot of feelings). It was my fault. I made a mistake. I did not make THE mistake (cheating or...
I love sex. Most people do. But I love wild sex. Four years ago, I met someone who was really shy and very sweet. I thought she was going to one I would have to marry before I was allowed to kiss her on the cheek. But, one night,...