I decided, today, to make a life change. Every morning I am going to get up and run before work. Why? Because I decided that, in the morning, before I do anything, I am going to do something for me and complete my daily task. Yes, I want to...
Hi Sweetie, Though I know you hate when I put my stuff in public but I have not had my calls answered and all the texts I get are so angry. I am know you read my posts (though I am not sure if you re ...
I get bored when in the car. I always look for something to do, even when driving (though I don’t recommend doing that). I discovered a game that made driving interesting, was fun and involved my favorite card game. I needed to master the rules before actually introducing the...
Josie has never run a marathon. I thought this would be a huge missing piece in her life so I decided to sign her up for one. I also though it was going to be a good idea for me to move forward and try to get myself back...
It has been a really tough three weeks. I can’t stop thinking of Joe and I am back to the realization that this is permanent. I have been having anxiety attacks again but, this time, they are lasting longer. I am having some trouble concentrating but not like before....
Someone just posted the question: Why have I not said anything about Joe on his birthday? This is a great question. I looked on Facebook and saw all the comments about him but I just couldn’t do it. I really did not know what to say. I didn’t even...
It has been a month since Joe died and I am still struggling. The most concerning problem I am dealing with is my anger. I get angry at every little thing. Most of the time, I catch it and just try to put it away. I am lucky to...
Well, it’s done. We had Joey’s funeral. This is suppose to be the moment of closure. The time when I have some sort of catharsis. I am supposed to just move on and everything will work itself out. Well…yes and no. The weekend was supposed to work like this:...
I am going to do something really different today with this post. This post will be published but not advertised or announced. The only people that will see that are those who know of the site and visit on their own. I need to do this one for...
Since my son dies, I have been dealing from a lot of emotions. Not just from me but from those around me. Every person said that what they (and I) were going through were just a stage of grief. But when I asked for the stages, nobody seemed to...